Nov 8

AND BLEACH!

Everyonce in a while you have to let go of the bib and the washcloth and just let your kid go… Addie has been determined to feed herself. She always grabs the spoon, or bottle and guides it into her mouth. So I decided to just put some carrots on the spoon and hand it to her. She did surprisingly well, hit her mouth almost every time.

From Adeline Joy
From Adeline Joy
From Adeline Joy
Oct 2
God’s Gift to Mom
icon1 Michelle | icon2 Addie, Milestones | icon4 10 2nd, 2008| icon31 Comment »

was my baby, but God’s other gift to mom… the EXERSAUCER!!!

No Joke, she has been in this thing for 20 minutes and it even beat out Baby Einstein… her other favorite. It’s playing in the background, note once she stops to watch it, but then goes back to the toys.

(the video is about 3 minutes of the same.. so when you get bored it’s ok to stop. She doesn’t grow wings or fly the exersaucer into space)

Oct 1

Anna Nalick hit the nail on the head with those lyrics. If I could grab that hourglass and turn it on it’s side just for a little while I would. This was a picture from July of this year. Great Grandma Lentz bought her this shirt and it was her first piece of mail, and also her first blogging experience.
This is Addie at 5 weeks wearing her new shirt…

From Adeline Joy

This is her now.

From Adeline Joy

Holy Crap! What happened to my baby??? My little girl that was not going to fit into this shirt until she was 6 months old is now 16 weeks and I am not really sure how I got this shirt on her this morning! (It was very tough to get her arms through, and if she grows even a centimeter today, we will have to cut it off her!)

Our next doctors appointment in on Momday… er Monday the 6th. I am so excited to see how much she has grown!

Aug 31
Poop
icon1 Michelle | icon2 Addie, Milestones, feelings | icon4 08 31st, 2008| icon31 Comment »

It is so easy to taking pooping for granted. We all do it everyday (well most of us anyway). They even make a book called Everyone Poops. Everyone, except Addie that is. This poor child has more problems pooping than anyone I have ever heard of! It took her about 9 days to fully pass her meconium! (she was poopoing a lot, she just had a lot I guess). After that she had no problems for about a week. Then…nothing. Nothing for days at a time. Everyone kept saying she would outgrow it, but here we are at almost 12 weeks, which is also:

81 days, 11 hours, 31 minutes
7,039,882 seconds
117,331 minutes (rounded down)
1955 hours (rounded down)

And still, pooping is a problem. When you think about 1955 hours and the fact she used to poop about every 2, then every 9, and now every 2-3 days… thats a lot of poop. But still not as much as it should be.

We give her pear juice and Milk of Magnesia, but still have littel results, and when she does finally decide to go… oh boy watch out! The screaming starts and doesn’t stop!!
Yesterday we 3 bm’s in one day, poor thing was miserable and each one was like peanut butter. Today she has just been so clingy and fussy it just breaks me heart! All i can do to comfort her is let her latch on and suck away for hours at a time.

We have an appointment with a pediatrician who specializes in this type of thing on the 17th, but uintil then, all we can do it hope for the best.

Jun 29
Shes getting so Big!
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Addie is just getting so big, she is very interested in the world around her. she is almost holding her head up and has learned how to shift her body to look at different things. She has also taken a liking to her “little pooh”. It is a rattle that fits around her wrist. She holds it close and rubs it against her face. She understands texture. It really is amazing how fast she is growing.

Jun 18
3 little words
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NO MORE BILIBED!

Dr. Kasteler called this evening and said Addie’s Bili score is 11.5, down another point since just yesterday. I guess those hourly feedings last night and 1/2 hour diaper changes paid off. This is great news because just yesterday we thought she we be on the bed through Wednesday and possibly into Thursday.

I held her for 45 minutes as soon as I found out. I kept weeping tears of joy and kissing her little head. Jess held her for well over and hour and only gave her back to me because she needed to be fed. We will be moving her cradle from the living room to the bedroom, I know it means less sleep for Jess and I as a whole, but the stress that has been lifted from our shoulders should more than make up for the lack of sleep.

I finally feel like a real mom. I can hold and cuddle and love our baby whenever I want. I can console her and comfort her when she is upset. I am a mom.

Jun 17
Dogs are back
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Well It’s 12:30 and time for my nightly post. I sit here on the couch and she lay there in the bed, awake. Quiet. She is looking at her hands, at the towels that surround her, at anything and everything she can. Her big blue eyes are so interested in the world. For now, the fight with the bed is over. She will drift off to sleep, hopefully without tears, hopefully without stress.

We also brought the dogs home today. They have been staying with Grandma Steph while we adjust to having the baby at home. We were a little nervous at first but they both did amazingly well. Tank just sniffed her and mostly lost interest. She watches us interact with Addie and just looks curious and confused. Chopper sniffed her, licked her, made a strange noise and then lay down. He continues to be curious and whine, but does not get to close.

I am reminded of Disney’s Lady and the Tramp when Lady meets the baby for the first time…only a little clumsier.

Jun 16

Addie had a doctors appointment today, they pricker her foot to check her Bilirubin levels. She is down to a 13.5, but that is still to high. So we are still on the bed for another 2-3 days. I have to go get her blood drawn again tomorrow (poor thing, she hates labs already).

Today did have one blessing though. She was lying on the bed and started crying and fussing uncontrollably, for the most part the colic is gone so I could not figure out what was wrong. I had just fed and changed her, how could she possibly be so uncomfortable? I little soothing on the bed and she settled down for about another 20 minutes, but then just wailed! I picked her up only to find out she was sweating and the bed was damp from her sweat. Poor little thing was chilled. Her temperature was only 96.4. I had to get her off the bed and get it dry and her back to normal. So I wrapped her in blankets, put on socks and a hat and we layed together on the couch waiting for the bed to dry.

It took about an hour and a half to be totally dry and get her temp back up to a a 97.7. So we just cuddled on the couch. She slept more peacefully than I have ever seen her sleep before. I dozed in and out and when I fully woke and realized I had to put her back on the bed and how long we had been lying there… I cried. It was a good cry, I was so happy that I finally got to hold her peacfully the way a mom should. The way moms do, and that is was only a matter of time until I would be able to do it daily.

She is asleep now, and a small part of me wants her to wake up and be sweaty again, so we can do it all over. But the good mom in me knows the more time she spends on the table, the healthier she will be.

Tomorrow we go to the new IMC to get her blood drawn again. Once her bili levels fall below a 12, she is off the bed. Only 1.5 point to go.
Jun 14

So it turns out she is not the best sleeper. I created the last post in the hospital but was not able to put it up until just earlier as the wi-fi was not fast enough to upload pictures. So here is an “after 24 hours” update.

Addie is now, 3 days old. Since Friday when we left the hospital, we found out she has jaundice and Colic. Her jaundice registers at a 14.5 on the “Bili” scale. This was a high enough score to send her home with a “Bilibed“. This has been a difficult transition from hospital to home. The Colic makes her fussy and uncomfortable, but she is supposed to spend all her time on the bilibed (unswaddled), 20-22 hours each day is prefered. Which means unless we are feeding or changing… she is just laying there. It is almost as if we are “not allowed” to comfort her. So she cries, and we rub her tummy or hold her hands, or touch her cheek, but cant pick her up to try and make her (or us) feel better. We are alos lucky if we can get in 20-24 hours on the bed each day. Once we get her off the bed for feeding, she is so “panicky” and uncomfortable, it takes 15 minutes just to calm herdown enough to eat… this also happens for changing, then we have to get her back onto the bed without making her cry again. Since we can’t swaddle her, it seems impossible at times. Poor thing has started to lose her voice from crying so much.

The nurses feel it is probably related to her meconium. So as soon as that passes, it should get better. The thick “tar” is possibly not letting gas get by in her intestines…so it fills her tummy causing her pain. So the end is in sight, as the bilibed helps her liver function a bit better and she eats a bit more, the meconium will pass completely and she should start getting better.

Jun 12
She’s Arrived!
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Adeline Joy Bennion was born this morning at 3:35 am. She weighed in at 6 pounds 13 ounces and is 20 1/2 inches long. Her APGAR score was a nine and everyone is just amazed at how alert she was right from birth.

I could not ask for a better baby. She sleeps for 3-4 hours at a time, and managed to pick up nursing about 15 hours after birth.

Labor lasted 26 hours, I managed 19 without any pain medication thanks to the help of my loving “hubby” Jess, my doula Beckie, and my WONDERFUL mother. After 19 hours I was so exhausted that everything was shaking… more like convulsing, and I couldn’t catch my breath between contractions. The downfall, I was only dilated to a 5. I got the epidural and after 4 attempts, it finally worked! I was in heaven! However Addie was not, with each contraction her heart rate dropped lower and lower. Dr. Kasteler came in and advised me that if her heart rate did not improve, they would have no choice but to do a C-Section. He called in the high risk specialist who suggested we monitor the contractions internally and start Pitocin to “help her along.” After about 4 hours, I was dilated to an eight and her heart rate had finally picked up. Another 4 hours and I was ready to push. After only 6 contraction I had the most amazing child lying on my belly and looking at me with wonder and amazement, enough for everyone in the room.

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