My Dearest Adeline,
Today you are 28 weeks old, I know because I broke out the calendar. It seems like just yesterday you were so small and helpless. You cried and I held you. You were hungry and I nursed you, and now you are getting more and more independent as each day passes.
You are asleep now, in your very own crib. As I watched you dream I felt the need to tell you just how much I love you. No matter what your mood, when you are around me I feel better. I love to watch you look at things in wonder. The way you examine everything to death until a giant smile crosses your lips and you inhale with glee and excitement. I love the way everything is new to you. A gust of cold air to your face does not make you cringe as an adult would, nor do you say how much you hate winter and the cold. You simply look up at the sky as to say thank you to God for exposing you to this new season and new feeling. I love they way you wake up. The way your tired eyes brimmed with pink open ever so slightly as you let in the first light and realize your whole day has started over. I love the way you love my teeth and constantly put your fingers in my mouth to grab them, or are curious as to what lives inside my nose or ears. I love how you sneeze and how you laugh at yourself when you look in the mirror. I love how you smile and hug your Daddy when he holds you.
In no time you will be telling me stories and I will blog them so I can embarrass you with them later when you want to start dating. You will say things and I will post them tagged “Kidisms.” You will no doubt resent me at some point in time for all of this. But I will always remember the days before you could speak or sign, and know that you and I connected on such an intense level, that I knew you were mine, and you knew I was yours without any words at all.
The days pass so quickly, you can roll over and sit up. You want so much to feed yourself and get from point A to point B with no help from your father or I, and don’t worry, some day you will. But until then, I relish in the fact that when you are frustrated because you can’t quite do them yet I get to help you.
With all the love in my heart,
Mom