Taking the News
Well we signed the lease! We officially have a house to live in, and to bring a baby home to!
Jess was adorable when I told him. I took him down to the Coffee Connection and we sat outside alone, I handed him the book, all gift wrapped nicely. He opened it, read the title allowed, raised his head and said “Neat! Are you…. pregnant?” I smiled and laughed a little, and nodded. He said “cool” and started reading his book.
Again with the childhood dreams, I wanted the big hug and the kiss and the rambling.. but he, like me was just as overwhelmed. Later he admitted to me, he sat there saying to himself “Dumbass! You should have hugged her kissed her and told her you loved her!” But I already knew and his face said it even if he didn’t.
He didn’t talk a whole lot the rest of the night, he kept rubbing my leg and smiling… a lot of thinking went on that night. He later admitted he was nervous and wasn’t expecting this to happen so soon. But he assured me he was excited… No thrilled for both of us.